Mais pourquoi faut-il que la haine l'emporte toujours ?

En regardant mes relations sociales plusieurs années en arrière, je me rends compte qu'il y a très, très peu de gens avec qui je suis encore en contact depuis deux ans.

Pourquoi faut-il que la haine l'emporte toujours ? Je rencontre des gens... je m'efforce à maintenir les liens... et à la fin, on ne se parle plus du tout. Plus précisément, l'autre personne ne me parle plus du tout.

Ma mère m'a appris qu'il faut conserver les amitiés. Que leur ont appris leurs parents ? À ne s'attacher à personne, à prendre les gens, s'en servir et les jeter ? À ne jamais avoir de sentiments, à ignorer les autres ?

Une Roumaine que j'ai rencontrée au yoga a dit que l'ignorance, c'est le pire. Elle a raison...

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Je m'y suis pris trop tard pour rentrer en master 2 énergies renouvelables. Pour ne pas passer une année à m'ennuyer, j'ai décidé de m'inscrire en fac d'histoire. Ça veut dire que je vais rencontrer des gens !

Puissent l'amitié et l'amour l'emporter sur la haine.

"Wrong. I am a man."

When I posted an article with Jaffar of Fire Emblem, my thoughts were like this :

"-Why do I not find a woman ?
-You are worthless.
-Wrong. I am a man. Not worse than another one."

Maybe I am a better man than another one. After all :

• I am a kind person ;
• I dedicated my life to the development of renewable energies ;
• I have written a novel against the ecological crisis ;
• I have created a logo of the ideal electrical system ;
• I fight capitalism, machism and other forms of oppression ;
• I plan to write a novel called Omblio against the misery of the world.

The last time I went to the disco, a French woman dared to tell me something like this :

"We can feel you're frustrated, so we don't want you."

Did she ever think that it was a vicious circle ? I am frustrated, so women don't want me, so I get more frustrated, so women don't want me, etc ?

If I am worthless, maybe I should just kill myself and put an end to this.

But still... there is hope. I don't know why, and I think it's completely crazy, but I think there is a hope that I find a woman for love.

This article carries too much negative energy. To make a little balance, I add a video of Lindsey STIRLING.

Discrimination

I decided to flee France away because of the discrimination. Such a discrimination that I cannot find a girlfriend...

Come on, my heart. We're gonna have nice days together.

My heart is an ocean of dreams

Now you know it.

Society standards

Oh, I could nearly put this article in my Sailor star blog...

So, societies have their own standards. What is outside of the standard makes opposition.
If a society has a 500 € usual wage and doesn't accept less than 1200 €, people will protest, walk in the street until the wage is above 1200 €.
If a society has a 500 € usual wage but accepts 200 €, managers will make the wages go down until 200 € or less.

You get it ? As long as time passes, the reality fits more and more to the society standard.

In France, we have very bad standards of communication. Things were different in the past : in the 1970s, you could talk to an unknown in the street without hurting this person. Now in the 2010s, among young French, it is considered standard to throw people away like kleenex.

Like friendship, true handerchief needs time and care. Actually, you need to wash it.

I am astonished to see how low are the social standards in France. People don't talk to each other. People don't spend time together. Besides, fascism is rising...

Make love, not war.