I have lost faith in all things

When I arrived in Greece, I felt I was in paradise. But the people were extremely cautious, they didn't trust anybody !

87 % of Greeks have sex at least once a week.
75 % of married Greeks don't divorce.

Such numbers ask for respect.

But when you realize that 75 % of Greeks reject you from the very beginning, all the dream becomes a nightmare. Their negativity has fed the repression of the nuclear that was killing me slowly !

I have faith in love. But when I realized that Greece was a country of slavery and paranoia, I have lost all the hope I put in this country and its people !

Because of the paranoia of the coronavirus, I had to come back to France. Now I live in a small village in the moutain, close to the Spanish border.

I have lost my car because I left it, guilty of global warming.
Now, I wish I had it to escape from the French dictatorship.

I have not enough energy to take a bike and wander in Spain to meet people.

I wanna meet people in Spain, find a girlfriend there... But HOW ? Nobody loves me... -_-

I am just imprisoned in a small area with old people. Dead village.
When there is life, there is hope. The place where I live is dead.
When there is life, there is hope. I am unable 2 weeks among 4.

I wish I'd never say that... But now, I have lost faith in all things.

A little hope in the video.

 

I'm feeling so unlucky in love

In Greece, the people say that to find love, you must be lucky.

I am a strong man. Luck has so rarely been on my side...

When I was in France, I had no chance to find a girlfriend. They are pathetic inferior beings, looking for other pathetic inferior beings. I hate them.
When I was in Germany, I had an exam elsewhere and missed the girl.
When I was in Greece, nobody trusted me, and when I had a social trick (going to a traditional dance club), there was the coronavirus !
Now I am stuck in a shit French village, close to the Spanish border with not enough energy to wander, and meet people in Spain.

My love life sucks. I'm feeling so unlucky.

My positive strength has been imprisoned in the cold walls of forced sedatives... I am definitely an unlucky man.

I want to destroy this world. And see the flowers of love blooming above a field of ruins. It will be the Age of Water.

The issue of transport

When you live in a green moutain village, you are well protected from the crisis. But when the people are all old and inactive locally, you need to go elsewhere to find a girlfriend.

Cars suck. They kill, they cause global warming, they are fucking expensive... My mother wants to buy me one. I don't know why.

Even though the current car traffic doesn't suit for a bike, I wish I could go to adventure and wander with my bike, sleeping in the forest... I just don't have the energy for that.

Always the same problem. It's improving so slowly... I am a poor man.