Tales of Symphonia - United world

I have just found a new anime of Tales of Symphonia.
I have watched it.
I love it.

I hate routine

Since I've come back to France, I've been living everyday the same : getting up, buying something to eat, cooking, sleeping. Every month has been the same, with a cycle of being extremely tired with the poison they force me to take, and the sex party I allow myself every month.

I deserve more than this. I've been struggling during two years to move to Spain... And it's only one year and a half after that I realize, that I have to find a job first, and a boss ! I wish I could find the home first, to be autonomous !

There are people who piss it off. I don't.

75 % of Greeks piss it off with strangers. They just don't know they can be helpful.

Whether in Spain or in Greece, I wish I already had moved to a foreign country.

Because obviously, all French piss it off.
I am not like them.
I am a man.

Nobody loves me...

Nobody loves me.
 

It used to be true... Today, I need to deny this assumption. There are people who love me.

The three mentors from Auvergne.
The beautiful Romanian friend.
The redhead, the most beautiful woman in the world.
The lawyer, my oldest friend.
The new friend I've made here, and her boyfriend.
And my fans on Youtube !

Besides, there has been two women in my life who told me "I love you."
Alba in 2005.
Katerina in 2020.

They loved my eyes...

Even though my parents and my historian friend obviously don't love me, there are people who love me.

I'm a bit scared by the Greek negativity. So I asked a friend to help me to find a wife here and I surf on online dating to find a serious, African girlfriend. I need to find in 2022... I've made a promise.

If you are desperate and found this article because you felt that nobody loves you... Don't despair. In some places, the people are kinder, more open minded, and will love you more easily. Unexpectedly, the people I've met were kinder in Northern Catalonia than in Greece...

Dron't despair. If you do your best to be a person of value, if you also care about your appearance, and if you move to a place where the people are kinder, then, eventually, will you find people who love you.

 

I've shed tears for her

I cannot forget her. Her small, flexible, balanced body, her hair dark like black diamonds, her black eyes with the light of the abyss... I still think about this Greek woman, beautiful, affectuous, intelligent... Here is a drawing I have made of her.

She was staring at me as if she was in a dream. I think we've had love at first sight. Both. I've never seen a woman looking at me so lovely. She made me forget Juliette, who made me shed tears and blood. Now I think about this cutie, all the time, 3 years after I met her... I've shed tears for her. I love her.

The dream can be realized. No matter if I solve my local problems before or after going to Greece, I'll go there and tell her I love her.

I don't wanna keep my regrets.